ju·ju ~ our magic
ju·ju, march 2019 ~
cultivating softness in a harsh world.
As far back as I can remember, the change of seasons was a slightly prickly experience for me. I met cooler days and shorter nights with a sense of mild dread as a kid — I was prone to nightmares, which seemed to increase when it was time for the seasons to do their thing.
I think a lot about the relationship between anxiety, trauma and my body these days. Like most of us, my body has survived a lot, and I've been wondering when it remembers what I've willed myself to forget.